ya’ll are monsters
I miss this. So much.
Medyo naiiyak ako. Bakit kasi ako biglang nanghalungkat ng pics ko.. Hahaha! Pero totoo, haaaaay, di niyo man to mabasa, I miss you. I miss everyone. I miss Arkibabies.
The Perks of Being A
Nope, it’s not Logan Lerman, guys! Keep calm, it’s just Vince Crisologo Bation - that friend who I consider as my yaya, dog, conscience, li’l bro, and my poop. Not to threaten you guys, but… TRY TO TOUCH HIM AND I’LL BLIND YOU. Char lang po. O:)
Good reminder that every expert started out as an amateur.
I’M SO MAD AT MYSELF. I HATE ME. I WANNA KILL ME ‘CAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I’M STILL STUCK ON THAT SAME OLD PLACE WHILE EVERYONE HAD ALREADY LEFT AND HAD MOVED ON! I DON’T EVEN WANNA BE WITH MYSELF AGAIN. I HATE HER! SHE’S SO STUPID! MEDIOCRE! IMBECILE! UGHHHH!!!
I’m starting to hate on myself again. How could I be so dumb to not understand a math lesson? How could I be so coward in answering a boardwork when I already had my own answer? How could I had forgotten to bring some of the plates I’d spent so much time drafting all night? How could I be so stupid? How? UGHHH.
Did you ever doubt your dreams will ever come true? I haven’t even thought about that ever since I’d entered college. But now, I’m on the edge of the cliff, with nothing to hold on.. nothing but with my dreams itself alone. I don’t know, but right now, I’m scared. I’m scared I’d fail Anal-Geom and Physics. I’m scared I would get low grades, or worse, fail on Building Tech-2 when I know I could have done better. I’m scared I’d disappoint those people who had always thought I’d be on that top list from a “pointless criteria” on Design-4. I’m scared I won’t make it. I’m scared I won’t be an architect. It’s the same feelings I’d felt last summer when I failed Trigonometry… I felt so lost. I felt like my dreams are running away from me, like they don’t want me to reach its height and be who I wanna be and do what I had always dreamt of. I don’t like it… and what’s worse is that there’s nothing left to blame but myself for being such irresponsible and stupid student. Anger is eating me whole, and I’m afraid I’d lose control of myself and alter all of these anguish feeling onto the people around me. I want to stay away from every person I know, ‘cause I’m afraid they won’t understand me and that I might just burst out and make them hate me. One thing that makes all of these even worse is that I have no one to run to and no other place to hide and just scream off all these negative feelings surging inside of me. Earphones can’t comfort me this time, and even food can’t make this feeling go away.
Favorite Movies: The Proposal (2009)
"Three days ago, I loathed you. I used to dream about you getting hit by a cab. Then we had our little adventure up in Alaska and things started to changed. Things changed when we kissed. And when you told me about your tattoo. Even when you checked me out when we were naked. But I didn’t realize any of this, until I was standing alone… in a barn… wifeless. Now, you could imagine my disappointment when it suddenly dawned on me that the woman I love is about to be kicked out of the country. So Margaret, marry me, because I’d like to date you."